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Prejudice

I didn't have much to do today so I decided to go to the nearest mall and window shop. It's torture seeing things you want to buy but can't afford. The sad thing is, only a thin transparent glass separates you from those things. *sigh* Maybe I'm being too materialistic again.

I'm studying in a prestigious school where most, if not all, students are rich and have designer clothes to flaunt with everyday. For me, it's alright as long as they won't think they're any better than people like me or something. The terrible thing is they do. They think they're better than those who are "simple."

I remember one day when I ran out of clothes to wear since we don't have uniforms, so I just put on my usual shirt and chucks. This guy approached me and looked at me mockingly, from head to toe. He said something like, "my eyes hurt." And he whispered to other guys and one of the jerks said, "the girl with no fashion sense." I just ignored them even though I wanted to punch all of them. Those kinds of people deserve to be pushed off a cliff!
I'm not like them who feed on their parents' money all their lives.  Can they just be more mature and  keep their mouth shut if they have nothing good to say?!

I know physical appearance is an important thing. But it's something I have to give up to buy what I NEED.

Instead of looking at others, why can't they just look at themselves and see how lousy they really are? I should have done something to protect myself from humiliation. And now I'm ranting my "defeat" right here online...

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